About this Track
It is a song about the silence after a relationship, when even the most ordinary afternoon can suddenly make the loss feel real. About wondering what remains of all the conversations, tenderness, and shared seasons once the other person is no longer there.
Lyrics
오후 네 시의 햇살이 비스듬히 누워 내 방 가득 떠다니는 먼지를 비출 때 나는 비로소 너의 부재를 실감해 침묵이 이렇게나 소란스러울 수 있다니 우리가 나눴던 대화들은 다 어디로 갔을까 허공에 흩어진 입김처럼, 처음부터 없었던 것처럼. 나는 여전히 너라는 계절을 앓고 있는데 바깥은 무심하게 꽃을 피우네 잡으려 하면 베일 것 같고 놓아버리면 추락할 것 같은 이 아득한 현기증 우리는 서로에게 어떤 문장이었을까! 읽을 수도 없고, 덮을 수도 없는 가장 슬픈 책갈피를 꽂아둔 채 너는 바람으로, 나는 돌이 되어 서로를 그저 견뎌내고 있었구나 그 어떤 말로도 설명할 수 없는 우리의 엔딩 차라리 미워했다면, 쉬웠을까 그냥 흘러가… 계절의 틈 사이로 나를 두고 가… ⸻ At four in the afternoon, the sunlight lies at a slant Illuminating the dust floating through my room Only then do I truly feel your absence Who knew silence could be this loud Where did all the conversations we shared go Like breath scattered into the air, As if they never existed at all I’m still sick with the season called you While outside, flowers bloom without a care If I try to hold on, it feels like I’ll get cut If I let go, it feels like I’ll fall This dizzy, endless vertigo What kind of sentence were we to each other Impossible to read, impossible to close Leaving behind the saddest bookmark You became the wind, I turned into stone And we were simply enduring each other An ending no words can explain Ours If I had hated you, would it have been easier Just flow away… Through the cracks between seasons Leaving me behind…