We have all done things that weren't great at the time and, very likely, we have paid a price for those moments and decisions. We are humans, we make mistakes. But while we cannot change the past but we can, we must start over and forgive ourselves (and others).
I ran from the weight, from the truth I couldn’t take Whispered "forever", then shivered at the sound I walked away, before the feeling found its shape I cut deeper than I meant, just trying to defend A sharp word thrown when my strength was running low I chose the quiet, and the quiet hurt more than noise Watched the sky prepare to break Thunder, lightning, then the rain Washes away our sins, eases the pain I cared but hid it, left it in pockets of maybe Meant the warmth but missed the moment’s name I did love, just not in ways that could be felt I guarded my heart, built walls like a fortress Where a doorway should have been Woke up to the loss after the warning signs Paid for pride with quiet.. Watched the sky prepare to break Thunder, lightning, then the rain Washes away our sins, eases the pain And the rain keeps falling on the things I left unsaid We’re only human — we miss and we mend And the water only softened what I still carry through Thunder, lightning, then the rain But the past, the past — will remain But I’m learning as I go, and I’m finding my way home Finding my way home...